Sunday, August 27, 2006

Feels like home??

Well i though id better write something, altho to be honest i havent really been up to much this week except driving my little sister places, sorting out my new glasses (which are pink btw!) and generally getting a bit bored and waiting for september to come!

It's been hard adjusting bac to the reality of 'not camp'. One of my church friends returned from her gap year yesterday and at church today she was saying "it feels odd to be back, it's like, this isn't home? where am i?!". And i really related to that cos in a way iv been away at camps this summer way more than iv actually spend at home so it feels really odd being back cos it's like this isn't "home", just like here isn't home when in durham and durham isnt home when im not there!
After I've visited Hotel of Kat next friday i come back on the Sunday (3rd) and then head straight up to Aviemore at one of the centers I was up at in the summer (place called alltnacriche) cos im going to be working there til the 22nd! Which im excited about, mainly doing school group stuff and general site stuff (like cleaning toilets and stuff, fun fun)! But then, im also probably glad to be getting out of edinburgh again and getting back to somewhere I feel is more "home" to me, or has at least been "home" this summer.

Hmmm, this reminds me of Kat's blog on escapism(!)...

1 comment:

Katita said...

yeah i hate that aweful 'limbo' type feelings you get coming away from really great things. it sucks.